as much as I'd like to deny that I don't want to be a major leaguer because it doesn't suit my personality or genetic makeup, I do. Its all I want to do, its all I've ever wanted to do. I'm scared as shit right now, we have our first game tomorrow.

I need to go out and and forget results, forget analyses, forget thinking, and just play my balls out. Don't focus on anything accept winning, and when your in the game, don't think, just play and have fun. Whatever the results are, don't analyze them and don't worry about them in the game. Whatever happens, put your best effort on the field. Tomorrow might be biblical because I am wound tighter than the seams on the baseball I'm going to be hitting.