i see the world as an open canvus. what i need to do is decide what type of player and what type of person i need to be.

As a player, I want to be a serious player. I want to take the game serious and out-work and out hustle every player on the field. I aslo want to be dependable and reliable. I also want to play hard and hustle like my pants are on fire. I also want to play every game like its my last- very hard, aggressive, scared shitless, nervous, etc.

i need to work on the hierarchy of needs to keep myself mentally able.